Well I learned something. I learned through yesterday’s little revelations that I have been obsessed with finishing to the point of overlooking the task. When I decided to rest without deserving it, I stopped looking at the finish line so longingly and was able to see what I was doing for the joy that it is. I actually enjoyed some of the tasks and activities that normally frustrate me. I finally realized that I could do my work “as unto the Lord” because I was grateful for the opportunities I have to work instead of only being grateful for finished tasks. I didn’t get as much done…I admit that…but I will find a balance I am sure.
There are still times when it is more important to finish than to whistle while I work. And I am sure that I still have a lot to grasp in all of this. To be honest, my new motivation seemed to sort of wear off as the afternoon piled on. However, I feel like I was able to catch a glimpse of something that is pretty refreshing and I hope I can continue to walk in it as I learn.
Moving on to today…Kris is in Florida again. He left this morning and called a little bit ago to say that he had landed and was in the rental car without any hassle. A cousin of his passed away earlier this week and the funeral is today. We didn’t feel like we could make another trip down there since we had just gotten back on Saturday but Kris and I both felt it would mean a lot to the other family if he could fly down just for the funeral today. He had enough reward points to help out with the flight so it was settled that he would go for the day. The funeral is at 11:00 (10:00 here) and then he will be able to visit and fellowship with family until his flight home tonight. Of course I hope you will pray for Kris and his safe journey home, but the family of his cousin especially needs prayer as they are dealing with a great loss in this young man’s sudden passing.
Terribly sorry, Kris. I know you will be a strength to your family in this.
Mary, it must be a theme from the Lord lately. My plate is full, and I am (mostly) taking joy in it. But, a few tasks, I seem to need to learn to “do unto the Lord” better. Our dishwasher is out, has been for two weeks. I’ve been mumbling and frustrated. But last night, in the dim house, I just washed and dried and almost rested as I did the task. It was midnight, the kids were in bed, and it felt soothing. I pray God reveals how to give us that “restful working” feeling more often because it’s nice!
Sigh. I am usually stuck in the “it is more important to finish than to whistle while I work” mode, but I think it’s seasonal.
Praying for Kris’ family…and so glad he was able to find a way to make the trip.