Everyday Life

Not Confidence Exactly

I’ve had two wonderful days in a row. I’m sore as ever and it’s been hard to get around, but emotionally I’ve really had it good. I think if I can get that part right the physical stuff sort of takes care of itself.

I was thinking about all I’m looking forward to this morning and started to write in my journal that I was feeling confident about all of it, but I can’t really say that. It’s not a confidence in what’s going to happen at all. I don’t feel scared but I don’t feel an assurance that things will go perfectly smooth either. All I know, is that God has it all in His hands. Right now, that is enough.

6 thoughts on “Not Confidence Exactly

  1. I have confidence for you 🙂 I’m lacking it for myself lately, but I have no doubt that everything will go perfectly for you and your family. I’m just up the road if you need anything. Praying for you!

  2. Glad to hear you are feeling better. Your ruminating took me back to when I was going through the childbearing and raising years. Believe me, it is all worth the trouble! Enjoy these days with your little boys as much as you can – they will grow up too fast.

  3. I think this is a nerve wracking time for moat expectant Moms at this stage but maybe more for you with the difficulties you’ve had in the past. I’ll be praying for you.

  4. It is always comforting to know that God is always there. And to know that you have friends on whom you can count.

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