Today I have spent hours designing cards. Not making them mind you…designing them, on the computer with nothing but an electronic file to show for it. I’m tired and that’s all I have. It is difficult for me to feel good about my work when there is nothing to hold in my hands, or give away. I need to get over that.
Today Aron cried about everything. He’s napping now. I got to hold him more than usual. He must not have slept very well last night.
Today Ivan stayed in his pajamas all morning. He’s so cute in his pajamas. White fleece with dinosaurs, white socks, blond headed boy…so cute.
Today I have a lot to do in my house. As soon as I sell enough cards, I’m getting a maid.
Today is my mother’s birthday. I wish I could send her some flowers.
Today I still have plans…I still have hopes…and I still have time.
Today… I’m running out of time.
but…
Today… I finally got a haircut that was waaaaaay overdue.
So…
Today… all is well.
🙂
And… my suggestion? Buy the flowers for yourself! Her favorite ones. And smile. That’s my plan on my mom’s birthday. Love you, friend. Hate that we share the common loss and ache, but so glad you and I can support one another through its appearances in our lives.
Tisra – I already did. 😉
An electronic file of designs is a lot. It’s the first step.
I don’t share a common loss but I do hate it for you. I really hope you enjoy your flowers.
Ah, dinosaur pajamas. I miss those 🙂