Lord, forgive me for the times I have failed to return your smile. As I watch Ivan learn and focus, and hear his voice as he coos and sighs, I search for any return of affection or signs of recognition. I realize how simple it is to make the heart of a parent soften and how easily he can please me. I am reminded in this, that you are my Father and that you too, only look for a sign of recognition a simple return on the gaze you rest on me. Worship is so uncomplicated. Thank you for such powerful love and such forgiving affection. You are incredible.
A soul that walks on water leaves no footprints, but will make waves."
What a neat thought.
I remember those days, just desperate for the baby to acknowledge you for more than just lunch. I never made the correlation between that and God but it rings very true.